Monday, April 24, 2017

What a conversation in the car reveals

Experts recommend conversing with  your children in the car, when they're at ease (minimal eye contact!) and likely to open up to you. This is a good tactic with Sabrina, once I make her put away her phone. It is wondrous to do with Max, because we are now capable of conversing.

"Don't you love living here?" I ask as we drive around our neighborhood. It's beautiful this time of year, particularly the cherry blossoms in various shades of pink.

"No!" he says. "Florida!"

Max would like to move to Florida, he's been telling us.

"Ah, yes," I say "You would like to move to Florida."

"Yes," he acknowledges.

We are not alone in the car. The ghost of Max's past is right there in the backseat. When Max was a tot, it pained me not to hear babbling in the back seat. I remain grateful for our chats on the road.

"Max, would you like to live there alone when you grow up or with someone else?" I ask.

"Someone else," he says.

"Like a friend?" I ask.


"Although you also want to get married, right?" I note.

"Yes!" He names a girl in his class he has a crush on.

"OK, but maybe it's too soon to know if she will want to marry you, so maybe there will be another nice girl," I say.

He ponders that.

"Who will help you if Mommy and Daddy aren't there to help you?" I ask.

We're at a stoplight. I watch his face.

"I don't know," he says, and my heart twinges. Because he is a teen, he wants to be independent and he is becoming increasingly aware of what's holding him back.

"Max, if you want to live on your own, you need to learn how to do things on your own, like take a shower and use the bathroom," I say.

"Yes!" he agrees.

I know Dave and I need to keep encouraging and enabling him. It's all too easy to do things for Max, especially when he resists doing them himself because it's hard. Still, he's becoming more self-motivated.

"Will you miss us when you move to Florida?" I ask.

"Yes!" he says, happily.

And I kind of love that he's all ready to move away.

Friday, April 21, 2017

The Special Needs Blogger Weekend Link-up: Posts with the mosts

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Thursday, April 20, 2017

Lesson from Max: Focus on what you can do, not what you can't

I sat on the couch in our living room and stared at the sentence:

He is unable to use an external mouse due to difficulties dissociating finger movements due to abnormal tone.

The sentence was in the "technological literacy" part of the Present Levels of Academic Achievement and Functional Performance (PLAAFP), the first written statement in an Individualized Education Plan (IEP). While it's true that Max would have challenges using a computer mouse due to dexterity issues, he doesn't use a mouse—and I didn't get why it was being mentioned at all.

True, it was 11:20 at night and I was tired. I'd only received the PLAAFP yesterday morning for today's IEP (#fail) while I was working and I'd spent hours after the kids went to sleep reading through the write-ups, looking at the goals and comparing them to last year's. I had many issues with the document, including the lack of constructive comments and the numerous problems raised that had never been mentioned.

But this sentence in particular got to me. For years now, Max has been using an iPad. He is very adept with it. In fact, Max learned to isolate his pointer finger after the iPad came out because he was so motivated by it (here he is back in June 2010, when he first trialed it). There is a whole world out there of adaptive technology. Why point out what Max can't use?

It's Max who's steered my focus to the can-dos. Ever since he was a little guy, he's never dwelled on his disabilities. He has tried his best, made do, found another way, used an adaptive device or sweet-talked someone into doing it for him. At times, he gets frustrated when someone doesn't understand what he is saying and he won't use his speech app. But mostly, he just does his thing.

When he's biking on his adaptive trike, he's loving that and not pining after the scooters and skateboards other teen boys use. When we eat out, he's not annoyed that he can't cut up and eat a steak; he's digging into his mac 'n cheese. When we're at the pool, he leans over, puts his face in the water and cruises around that way. He doesn't care that he can't swim; he's enjoying the pool in his own way.

This is not, of course, a collective observation about people with disabilities. This is about Max, his temperament and his level of awareness. He's content with who he is. He's raised me, as his parent, to feel the same about him to the point where I don't realize what he hasn't been doing until he does it (like last week, when he tended to his own scraped finger).

He is about the cans, not the can'ts.

We could all take a lesson from Max.

To hell with you, computer mouse.

Good luck to me at the IEP!

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

What fresh parenting hell is this?

If you smell something, it's our house. It reeks of puke. Poor Max got some sort of bug last night, perhaps that nasty rotovirus that's been making the rounds. Vomit is one of those unique forms of parent-child torture. Your child is miserable. You're miserable for your child. You're miserable about having to mop up all the puke and keep tossing in loads of laundry.

This time around, though, brought a new level of puke horror.

Max vomited right before our appointment with an endocrinologist. For the last couple of years, the pediatrician has been concerned that Max isn't growing as fast as he should be, and we've been taking him to the specialist for annual check-ups. I was actually excited to see her—yes, excited, because I knew Max had gained a whole lot of weight and a few inches.

After dinner, Max sat on the couch, groaning that he'd eaten too much for dinner. That seemed strange, since this boy can put away copious amounts of food. I told him to go hang out in the bathroom. So he was already in there when he puked.

Max felt better afterward, and I thought maybe he really had stuffed himself too much. So off to the pediatric endocrinologist we went. Max was chatty en route. When we got there, he slumped in his seat in the waiting room. Suddenly, he leapt up and made a beeline for the bathroom except he didn't make it and barfed on the carpet twice. Then he barfed some more in the bathroom and slipped.

I should have left then, except I figured it might be a good idea for a doctor to check him out. But karma was not with us. The nurse's thermometer didn't work. Then the blood pressure machine was acting up. I told her to skip it and ask the doctor to come in asap, as we needed to get home.

Although the pediatric endocrinologist didn't have any insights into his stomach situation, she was thrilled with the weight he'd put on: a whopping 32 pounds. But she noted that he hadn't inched up as much as she would have liked to see. Before we could discuss it, Max heaved again. I left and drove him home, stat. He was so miserable he didn't even want to pass by the fire station.

After Max went to sleep, I cleaned the bathroom, wondering all the while how puke had gotten into so many crevices. Then I heard coughing; Max had woken up and vomited. I changed all the bedding. He went back to sleep, woke up and puked a little more. I stroked his head, held a cup of water to his lips and tried to cheer him up. In the last week, Max has inexplicably decided that he would like to visit Las Vegas for his next birthday.

"Do you still want to go to Las Vegas for your birthday?" I asked.

"Yes!" he said, weakly.

And then: "Two weeks!" As in, he'd like to go for two weeks. I was glad to see a spark of the usual Max.

I fell asleep next to him, just another night in the trenches of parenthood.

Image source: Flickr/haanniee

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Going through the kids' clothes gives me all the feels

Max sat on his bed watching me hold up various shirts to his back and listening to my steady stream of commentary.

"Does this still fit you? No? Whoa. I can't believe it," I kept saying.

"Benjamin!" Max would respond, and then I'd toss the shirt into a bin to keep for Ben.

I sounded peppy but really, I was sad. Putting away clothing that's gotten too big on the kids isn't just a giant chore I deal with every spring and fall—it's a one-way ticket to sentimentalville.

"This wouldn't be a problem if we moved to California," Dave noted the other day as I stood knee-deep in a pile of Ben winter clothes that I was switching out for warm weather ones. Dave fantasizes about living there, but as someone born and bred in New York, it would be hard for me to leave. San Francisco tempts me, but not having to deal with the biannual switching-of-the-clothes ritual isn't quite enough motivation.

Besides, ever since Ben was born I've just smushed my favorite clothing for all seasons into my closet. Occasionally looking a bit wrinkled is a small price to pay for not having haul my wardrobe up and down from the attic.

Sabrina handled sorting through her own clothes, after I bugged her to do it eleventy billion times. Max and I always do it together. He's had a growth spurt in recent months, and stuff that fit him for two summers in a row is tight now, including shirts that were swimming on him when I first bought them.

I don't have many clothes left over from Max's babyhood because he was a messy eater and everything got irreparably stained, so Ben got a lot of new stuff. Last year's summer getups made me giddy, especially the rompers. Like this one with a matching hat.

I've been happy to find out that they still make rompers in size 24 months; giving away the one's he's outgrown was hard on my heart. I saved a few favorites. 

Over the last year, I've been trading messages on Facebook with a cool woman I know through work about not wanting our tots to grow out of babyhood. "Still a baby!" Jenny would note when I'd post photos of Ben. He is now undeniably a toddler. "Baby4eva!" she recently reassured me. 

Yes, our children will always be our babies. Yes, it's wonderful to see them maturing. But all the clothing that they can no longer get into is undeniable proof that their lives are zooming by.

How is it possible...'s been three years since he got these swim trunks?
Women love certain pieces of clothing because it makes us feel confident, powerful and pretty. As a mom, I adore certain pieces of my children's clothing because I associate them with their cuteness, personality and charm, along with occasions in their lives. That's the hoodie Max wore during his first Special Olympics. Here's the overpriced blouse that Sabrina begged me to buy that she wore on the first day of school last year. Those are the overalls Ben wore on the cruise last December. 

Life can be so consuming when your children are little, especially when you have a child with major developmental delays. "The days are long, but the years are fast," Gretchen Rubin wrote in The Happiness Project, one of my favorite quotes ever. I'm reminded of that every single spring and fall as I pore over their wardrobes.

When I stored Max's clothes in the attic, I had a freaky thought. By the time Ben is able to fit into size 12 to 14, Max is going to be about 24 years old. 

I couldn't handle that. So I shut off the light in the attic, closed the door and walked back down to Max's bedroom, where he sat waiting for me to read a book with him. 

Monday, April 17, 2017

When strangers cheer your child on, and it's awesome

At times, it's easy to feel the world is not on your side when you have a child with special needs. People may glare during meltdowns or just gape, period. Programs may turn your child away. But there are times when total strangers cheer your child on, restoring your faith in humanity. That happened this weekend.

We were at the Pinegrove Family Dude Ranch in Kerhonkson, New York. (Shout out to Meredith, a reader I bumped into.) Max was really excited to go horseback riding, and Sue at the stables was wonderful with him. He looked like a boss up there.

Making friends
We played bingo and bocce, went on a tractor ride, saw a couple of shows, toasted marshmallows over a campfire. One of Max's favorite activities: eating ice-cream (it's free all day long). I had no idea of the wonders that lay in store at the bean-bag toss.

After roaming around the playground, Ben and I set off to find Max and Dave. He'd sent me some photos of Max tossing bean bags, and I wanted to see for myself. I heard cheering as I approached. It was for Max, who wasn't just tossing—he was lobbing, with impressive aim. The other players got props, too, but the ones for Max were the most enthusiastic of all. 

I want people to treat Max typically, aside from accommodations he needs to level the playing field. I have an issue when kids and teens with disabilities get special sports treatment. Yet Max was doing a good job, and he thrives on encouragement. It's one thing when he's at an activity for youth with special needs and staffers lavish props on him; it's another to receive recognition from people who don't know you but can see your abilities.

And so, I was glad for the clapping. I also felt relieved to see Max being the center of good attention. Over the weekend, I'd watched children, teens and some adults staring at him. He doesn't yet notice. I do.

Max seemed pretty nonchalant about the applause and cheering. When his team won, though, he gave high-fives all around with the biggest grin on his face. As we walked away, I could tell: His ego was bursting, right along with his belly full of chocolate and vanilla swirl.

Friday, April 14, 2017

The Special Needs Blogger Weekend Link-up: Because you need more posts in your life

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Thursday, April 13, 2017

Why Barbie has no friends with disabilities—but needs some

Barbie has a friend named Becky who uses a wheelchair. You won't be able to find Becky, however, at Target, toy stores or anywhere except eBay and some Amazon stores, where she sells for a pretty penny. Mattel discontinued Becky and has yet to introduce another doll with disability.

Barbie has friends of different races and, as of November 2016, a plus-size pal. But Barbie has no BFFs with disabilities. That's not just sad, it's a disservice to children of all abilities.

I read about it this week, when my friend Paula directed me to an article on PRI. The herstory: In 1997, Mattel introduced Share a Smile Becky. It was a dippy name for a cool doll in a wheelchair. Disability advocates were psyched, and Becky sold well. But she had a housing issue: She couldn't fit through the doors of the Barbie Dream House or into the elevator, either.

Becky changed personas in 1998, when Mattel morphed her into a school photographer. She became Paralympic Champion Becky in honor of the 2000 Sydney Paralympics. And then, she disappeared off shelves, relegated to vintage doll status. Some say it was because Mattel didn't want to redesign the Dream House to accommodate her, although I found no confirmation of that.

The lack of a Barbie doll with disabilities does a disservice not just to girls in wheelchairs, who deserve to have playthings that look like them, but to all girls. As blogger Karin Hitselberger noted on Claiming Crip, "Barbie dolls matter because they often reflect the hopes and dreams of the little girls who play with them.... Becky mattered because she showed everyone that a wheelchair was nothing to be afraid of, and it didn't prevent you from having a life just like everybody else."

Some toy companies are coming around to representing disability, something the campaign Toy Like Me has been pushing for. Since 2015, it's been calling on the global toy industry to positively represent 150 million kids with disability and difference worldwide. (Check out their list of toy products that represent diff:ability.)

This year, Lego included a boy in a wheelchair as part of the Lego City Town Fun in the Park building kit. In 2015, MakieLab debuted a series of dolls with disabilities (not currently available online, as the company is currently in transition). American Girl offers a wheelchair, a hearing aid, arm crutches and leg braces. Toys 'R Us has a Wheelchair and Crutch Set for its Journey Girls line. Nickolay Lamm, known for creating a normally-proportioned doll, recently funded a Kickstarter for a fashion doll wheelchair; deliveries are set to start in June. (Brit blogger Jess Powell has a good history of wheelchairs and walking aids for dolls.)

Still, dolls and action figures with disabilities produced by mainstream companies remain a rarity. Why are only single ones being issued here and there, making them seem more like a token than true inclusion? Children are missing out. Research published in The International Journal of Diversity in Education found that interaction with ethnically diverse dolls lead to improved empathy among children, and a means of addressing bias through discussion.

Dolls with disabilities help children see that peers with disabilities are an integral and typical part of life, just like people of all races. Consider the Instagram photo circulating last week of a little white girl holding her black doctor doll, the one a cashier at Target had questioned and the girl had defended. Dolls enable girls and boys to role-play real life, one way of getting comfortable with kids in wheelchairs or hearing aids. These dolls can better enable parents to have discussions with their children, raising them to be more open-minded and accepting.

And of course, dolls with disabilities are vital to the children with disability who play with them. As Karin Hitselberger says, "Becky matters because I am Becky and when I was seven years old seeing a doll that looked like me was the most powerful thing in the world."

You might recall that viral video last year of a girl with a prosthetic leg whose parents got her an American Girl doll customized by a prosthetics company. When 10-year-old Emma saw the doll, she cried happy tears.

Finally, when she could talk, she exclaimed, "It's got a leg like me!"

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Group therapy: How to have a child with special needs and family fun

"How do other families of children with special needs have fun?" asks a mom. "When we're out things tend to feel like work, and I feel alienated from other families. I have many examples: All the kids will be in the pool or at the playground with the parents socializing, but I'll be busy assisting my 8-year-old son. Or all the other kids will be eating together at meals or at birthday parties, and he'll be sitting with me so I can assist with eating as I try to fit in conversations with adults but not exclude him. If we go to amusement parks as a family, to do a family ride we'd have to leave him with another family member, and the guilt I feel takes the 'fun' out of it. I don't mean to say we never have fun—we do!—but overall, the feelings of fear, worry and guilt always seem to get in the way. I'd like to hear how other families find the fun."

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Tuesday, April 11, 2017

The part of you that never stops wishing

I didn't have any specific hopes for our Passover seder yesterday, or so I thought. Max has matured and I figured he'd sit at the table, as he has in recent history. Ben would be the wild card.

I actually didn't have much time to ponder it because it was a bit hectic. Ben was in the middle of eating when we started reading the haggadah (which tells the story of Passover). Sabrina and Cousin Margo sang the Four Questions standing next to him. After that, Ben decided that his time would best be spent zooming around the table with his shopping cart.

Max got hungry and whiny, always a bad combination, so he ate as we continued reading and singing. He has come a long way since he refused to sit at the table at all and spent the evening in the living room watching TV. Then he started sitting at the table with headphones on. He's no longer that sensitive to noise so I figured he'd hang around. Only when it came time for dinner, Max stood up and declared that he was done and could he watch TV? Off he went to celebrate the night with fire truck videos.

I felt a twinge of disappointment. And then I felt a twinge of disappointment over the fact that I felt disappointed. You'd think that by now I would have accepted what will be will be. But evidently, there is still a part of me that would like to have everyone in our family around the table at the seder.

Dave and I discussed it later. "He made it through the haggadah!" he said. I pointed out that he'd skipped dinner. "Yeah, but he knows he can get away with it," Dave said, and it's true. We've never forced him to stay, mainly because we didn't want to disrupt the meal with the meltdown that would ensue. I suppose we could have enticed with headphones and an iPad, like we used to do. But we permitted him to leave. (Cue: "Let my people go.")

My head says, "It's OK." My heart feels differently.

Maybe Max will be there for the whole seder today—two seders, two chances! Maybe I'll always keep wishing for it. Holidays have a way of making me yearn for tradition, even while we've done so well with creating our own.

Monday, April 10, 2017

Sometimes you don't realize what your child isn't doing until he does it

Max was hanging on the deck this weekend, messing around with Ben's toys as I did dishes. He likes to push his shopping cart. The toy wars are bound to erupt when Ben gets more possessive of his things.

Suddenly, Max knocked on the glass door and gestured. He wanted a paper towel. Why, I didn't know. I opened the door, handed him one and watched as he walked over to the bench, sat down and held it to his finger.

"Max, did you hurt your finger?"

"Yes!" he said. I walked over and saw a small scrape that was bleeding.

"How'd you hurt it?"

He pointed to the shopping cart. It has no sharp edges; maybe he'd wedged his finger into something.

"Are you OK?"

"Yes!" he said.

And so, I went back inside.

Until that moment, it had never occurred to me that Max hadn't ever taken care of his scrapes or cuts, or even cared to do so. This happens, on occasion: Max does something for the first time, and at that moment I realize that he's never done it before. I mean everyday things, like choosing his own outfit or grabbing a banana before we head out the door for a snack.

I don't have a running list in my head of things Max can't do. For one, Dave and I are used to giving him a hand. Also, we're used to Max. He is who he is, a boy as perfect and imperfect as any of us. Perhaps this may be difficult for people who don't have a child with special needs to understand, but we don't notice the deficits—although we are always giddy about the progress.

I kept watching Max through the deck door, fascinated by this development. He held that paper towel to his finger for a while, then he took a good look at it to see if there was still blood coming out of the cut. It was awesome to see him taking care of himself.

One of the hardest parts of having a child with special needs, especially when they are young, is worrying about what they will be able to do. One of the best parts of having a child with special needs is the tremendous joy you feel as your child progresses.  

Even small steps forward feel big. 

Friday, April 7, 2017

The Special Needs Blogger Weekend Link-up: Share the blog love

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Thursday, April 6, 2017

Death by forms: The high risk for special needs parents...and a solution

The forms, they are piling up. A bunch of them for camps. The insurance ones I regularly fill out to get reimbursed for Max's therapies. Permission slips. Applications for programs. Activity profiles. Plus a lot more forms when we finally commit to a high school for Max (gulp).

"She had a talent for filling out forms!" read no tombstone ever. Yet they are an inescapable part of parenthood, and a particular kind of torture for special needs parents since ours tend to be more detailed, lengthier and soul-draining when you realize the developmental milestones or abilities you can't check off.

I dream of a universal form, like that college Common Application; schools, camps and programs could then tack on specific forms. (Be right back, off to patent that idea.) I fantasize about filling out all school and medical forms online, but that would involve places setting up secure systems that are compliant with HIPAA, i.e., it would be a big deal and likely won't happen for eons. Maybe someone could just invent an app for that?

This week, though, I hit upon a simple solution. I got a request to fill out an eight-page intake for a camp Max will attend this summer. He went last year, and his personality, needs and medical requirements haven't changed since then, other than his fixation with going to SeaWorld. And so, I asked if I could just update last year's form instead, which I still had in a document. And the answer was: "Yes." And the other parents could, too.

"Thank you for this gift!" I wrote back and it really was a gift. Maybe not quite as thrilling as the fancy tote that Dave got me for my birthday but still, the gift of time saved from having to fill out a form. I'm not quite sure yet what I'll do with the extra half hour or so; maybe fill out more forms?

Obviously, not everyone would be amenable to this. But there's a definite moral of the story: Ask for what will make your life easier—in any part of life—because the worst thing that can happen is they'll say "no."

May the forms be with you!

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Anti-stress strategy: When life gives you lemons, slice them

I recently got an email informing me that April is Stress Awareness Month, which made me smirk. If you have a child with special needs—heck, if you have any children—you are aware of stress 365 days a year. For me, it's like radio frequency. Sometimes it's stronger, sometimes it's weaker, but it's always on.

My lack of me-time is such a mom cliché, but it's a big reason I walk around so wound up. And if anyone reminds me that I need to put the oxygen mask on my face first before I can help else, I will conk them on the head with my to-do list.

There are some excellent perks of this job, to be sure, and their names are Max, Sabrina and Ben. Yet they're growing up fast, which makes me aware that I'm getting older fast, which makes me think that I ought to better take care of myself.

So then I had a little epiphany the other day. I stopped by the supermarket to grab milk, and walked by a display of lemons. They looked so cheery that I bought a few. (Fun fact: March 31 is National Oranges and Lemons Day, and if you missed it, there's always next year.) (FYI, March 31 is also National Tater Day, something worth honoring right this very second.)

When Ben went down for a nap, I decided to put a slice of lemon in a cup of ice water. I slid a fancy paper straw through the hole in the center and admired my handiwork. Purty!

I sat at the kitchen table. I sipped. And wow, it felt good.

I'd done something just for me.

Not a treat—ice water doesn't exactly qualify—but a slice of encouragement to slow down and enjoy. I don't always have to be that person standing and chugging water out of a bottle (or more often, that person who neglects to drink enough). I may not have time to regularly get to the gym or get regular mani-pedis, but I sure can drop a slice of lemon in my ice water.

My days aren't exactly zen now, except I've been sipping lemon water through a fancy straw and it makes me feel good.

Today, a lemon slice. Tomorrow, maybe I'll slather on some hand lotion. Baby steps, people.

Happy Stress Awareness Month! Celebrate!

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Group therapy: Would you let your son with special needs go to a dance with this girl?

It's that time of year when we're going to start seeing those viral videos in our Facebook feeds of the girl/boy with Down syndrome crowned prom king and queen. I have a son with disabilities. I just heard from a teacher at his school that a "sweet" girl in his grade would like to ask him to the middle school formal, and that she would like the teacher to record him asking her. The teacher thinks it's amazing. I truly am interested in other mom's opinions because I know I can be kind of cynical. 

My son is a great, well-liked kid who doesn't need community service or to be the star in a viral video. He doesn't even know this girl. When we talked about the dance, which he wants to go to, I asked, "Do you want to go with a girl or your friends?" He said, "My friends." I said, "Well, what if a girl asked you?" and he said "I'd say 'yes'" but he's likely forgotten all about this.

He loves going to school dances and wearing a tie, and he'll have an amazing time regardless. However, since I've never heard from this girl as someone who might like to connect with him outside of school, I just have to wonder about the motive and whether it's more self-serving "I'm doing a good deed and including the kid who stereotypically doesn't get included." 

Although I like the thought of him going to the dance like a "typical" kid, he's still going to need help. When he went to a dance earlier this year, so did others in his class and so the teachers and helpers were there to handle bathroom needs and helping him buy snacks. I'm not sure who would do that if he's just with this girl (I've reached out to the teacher).

Still, my point is that he will need help whether or not he goes with this girl so in the end, I don't think he'd gain any extra independence going with her. I am leaning towards responding no and saying that my son will save a dance for her but prefers to meet up with friends—except I'm just not sure. 

This mom would appreciate your thoughts—weigh in below!

Monday, April 3, 2017

The healing powers of a stroller

Max took the baby for a walk in his old adaptive stroller yesterday, the one he often likes to wheel empty around our neighborhood.

Every single time I see him wheeling Ben, a part of me feels healed, although I didn't realize I still needed that.

The Maclaren adaptive stroller came from Max's Early Intervention physical therapist, who got it from another family she'd worked with. By the time Max aged out of EI he was walking. But she told us that he would likely get tired when he had to walk long distances, because of the CP. That's true, and over the years we've used it for day trips. When we go to theme parks these days, Max typically ends up in a wheelchair after a few hours. He walks well, but fatigues easily; his muscles work hard, especially since they're working through a fair amount of tightness.

Seeing Max with Ben in that stroller brings me back to the days when he was in EI, and makes me acknowledge how far Max has come—he's walking, he's pushing and maneuvering a stroller, he is owning it. It fills me with gratitude, for the progress and for the fact that Ben has such a loving, sweet brother (who really wants to take him to Disney World and/or SeaWorld). It makes me feel really, really lucky.

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